SDD

Have you ever tried to sleep
but everytime you close your
eyes you see everything you
hate, everything you dispise,
it brings you nothing but pain
till your stomach turns and your
heart clentches. You want to
cover your ears, grip at your
hair and scream at the top
of your lungs until the nightmares
are gone from the shadows in
your mind and they have nowhere
to hide from the shattered
dreams you once had. But all
is gone. Your once pure, beautiful,
peaceful dreams are now dead.
You're completely alone. Your
friends don't care. They're
only there to take from you
but never give, never help.
There's nothing left to do
but break down crying on the
floor while you beg for the
pain and lonelyness to set
you free from the darkness.
But it doesn't stop. No. It
just sits there mocking you,
hurting you, Killing you.
Reaching out to the light
it burns and you only crawl
deeper into the corner only
wishing this will all end soon.
Your heart is broken. Your
soul is shattered. Your body
is numb. And your mind is
mad. They all say you're
insane but they don't know
what secrets you hide or what
the past has done to you.
Can they understand? Will they?
Is there someone out there
to shake you from this horrid
dream of stress and depression?