VampireKayla101

[November 19, 2011 11:36PM] The night is clear with stars in the sky above. The air is cold against my skin. People are passing with children and smiles. I'm in my elf costume dressed warm for the night with my partner attracting people's gazes by hugging and singing Christmas carols. In my hands is a bear to make the illusion more believable. But someone breaks through the crowd. And to my surprise it is her, the girl who I have been dreaming of for about a month now. Her brown eyes glisten from the Christmas lights around the park and her smile makes my heart grow butterflies as a warm feeling takes me over. As she speaks her voice makes m

Okay so I woke up at 3am from my nightmares and thought a little tumblr & music could make things feel better but when I opened my laptop I got a message from my "Superman" pretty much saying she regretted saying she loved me. So I sent her this long message telling her exactly how i feel about her and she has yet to respond. It's 4:30 am or so and I'm terrified to see her response. I just hate how when I find someone I care enough to say "I love you" to they blame sh!t on me and they slam the door in my face. And other people wonder why I don't let people get close to me or tell people anything. I'm tired of this always happening. I can't ke